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i should have never come to tallahassee. boys lie and girls are whores. seriously, why the fuck do some girls only go after the taken guys, find your own fucking boyfriend. im stupid for planning my life around something so stupid.
i'm moving to new york in may and im never looking back. fuck being hurt so bad, fuck making wrong decisions, fuck everything except my own life and what i want. what was i thinking going to school when i could be making so much money modeling. i cant wait to move to new york. i might also go to europe or asia for a few months. i just want to go now, there is too much stuff in tallahassee that i want to forget about and never see again.
when the fuck is the march issue of ocean drive magazine coming out!? im getting pissed, im supposed to be in it but i swear they are not going to put it out this month.
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[17 Feb 2006|11:38am] |
alright so no big deal really, but i got to meet the lead singer from of montreal last night!! better than that he actually wanted to hang out after the show. im so fucking mad at myself, the show didnt end till like two and i figured he wasnt going to call me anyways so i went home and went to sleep. he totally called and texted me after i was home already but i was already almost asleep and i didnt answer :(
such a good night though, the show was awesome and he was really nice.
fiery furnaces tonight!
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[09 Feb 2006|03:39pm] |
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alright so i got onto livejournal today for the first time in a while and my background was changed. what the fuck, maybe my computer is just fucking up or something because why would someone go on and just change my background. weird
i wasted almost 300$ on a phone yestarday. and now im wishing i had bought this other one for 400$. its like a razor but it's not a flip phone. its real small and it has the same type of buttons as the razor and it's super super skinny and it plays itunes. whatever, it's probably for the best i didnt spend that much money. although what else am i going to spend it on? just random stupid stuff probably
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[30 Jan 2006|03:13pm] |
for those of you who dont know yet
im coming to srq this weekend so lets hang out!
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[23 Jan 2006|01:31pm] |
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everyone in tallahassee is soooo nice. i meet some really cool people this weekend. i might be coming back to srq some time next month, i want to get my bike and i have a gift card to the mall that is going to waste. i just need some money to get me down there.
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[18 Jan 2006|02:02pm] |
BEST NEWS EVER!! the three greatest people are coming to tally. racheal you better be coming. it wont be the same without you. nikki and jenny im so excited
i love you guys
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[17 Jan 2006|02:44pm] |
it sucks not having internet at my apartment.
also my phone screen is broken. i can see when i have missed calls but i cannot see who it is from so anyone who wants me to call them back needs to leave me a message and your number
on the border has the best margaritas ever.
it sucks it's so stormy out right now, i really wanted to go running:(
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[13 Jan 2006|01:42pm] |
im in tallahassee! i love school, i love my apartment. i miss my friends. hopefully i can make some new ones here. it sucks not really knowing anyone.
come visit me!!
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[02 Jan 2006|05:52pm] |
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new years was so good. vodka, champaigne, beer, jello shots, and getting stranded and having to walk with jenny and nikki. and i didnt even get sick. i wish every night could be like that night
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[31 Dec 2005|04:22pm] |
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i don't want to go to tallahassee anymore. it's going to make me sad. im sure im going to run into stupid whores(well one). how can i ever get over something when it happend right where i am going to be. if i ever see that girl again i think i will throw up. she was so nice to me last year. i hate fake people.
whatever today is new years eve and im about to go get wasted and forget about all my problems and everything that is wrong with my life
(for whoever wants to come party with me 587 8118)
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[30 Dec 2005|03:00pm] |
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look at these bad ass marc jacob shoes i got to wear a few weeks ago. will someone please please get them for me
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[30 Dec 2005|02:34pm] |
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hey guys everyone should go out and get self magazine. im so excited im actually in it! the picture is retarded but whatever i never get to see any of my pictures cuz they're all foreign magazines.
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[29 Dec 2005|03:57pm] |
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yay for jello shots that i actually made sucessfully. i've had such a good past couple days. being with friends is way better than sitting home alone. it makes me forget about all of my problems.
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[26 Dec 2005|04:10pm] |
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i saw walk the line last night. it was good and all but it just reminded me of how shitty guys are. how easy it is to cheat and get away with it. how it could happen all the time especially with long distance relationships. this sucks. i hate my life right now. everything used to be so good
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[26 Dec 2005|04:02pm] |
so i've come to realize that i have basically no friends left in sarasota. i was walking around the mall today by myself and i was thinking about how there is no one i could even call to come hang out at the mall with me. some just don't like me anymore which is really sad since one was my best friend, and it's my fault for not keeping in touch with others.
im getting so scared to go to tallahassee. im starting to find out how shady some people up there are. im scared im not going to meet anyone or ever have as good of friends as i did like a year ago. everyone up there has already formed their own group of friends by now and i dont know anyone. it's easy here because if i do go out i at least usually know people there but it's going to be weird being surrounded by completely new faces.
new years eve i'll be hanging out with my sister and some other awesome people so if anyone does want to meet up give me a call.
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[08 Dec 2005|01:07pm] |
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im having the best time in miami. my roomates are fucking awesome. im actually going to miss miami. i just got back from key west shooting for dutch elle. best job i've ever done, it was so much fun. the crew was the nicest i've ever meet. im so excited for it to come out, im gonna be in three differant issues and on the cover of one of them. i finally finally found a place in tallahassee. it's right across from tcc. one bedroom but i have to rent furniture. im a little bit nervous about what it is going to look like, i dont get to see it until i actually move into it. anything will be better than sharing a room though. im excited to actually have a little privacy.
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[27 Nov 2005|10:24pm] |
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[23 Nov 2005|11:20pm] |
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im working on thanksgiving:( what a drag, my call time is 5am!!! i have to wake up at fucking four in the morning. it's for some german magazine i've never heard of. i was supposed to be in this months issue of self magazine i was all excited about it and when i looked at it, it was another girl. it was the same story and even the same type of pictures! i guess they didnt think i was pretty enough for it. i got paid for it still so it's ok. im on hold for abercrombie and fitch. this is like the third time they have thought about using me. they never do.
im moving to tallahassee in january, im pretty excited. everyone should come visit me!
god boys can be sooo fucking gay sometimes. they say not to do something and then they go and fucking do it. so rediculous. but if we werent fighting i wouldnt have gotten to go out the other night. and im glad i did, i had a good time and i saw some good people.
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[14 Nov 2005|03:35pm] |
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i booked my first cover!! it's for a german magazine so i might not ever get to see it but i've never done the cover of a magazine before so im pretty excited.
sarasota wednesday
tallahassee thursday
orentation for school friday
one year annaversary sunday!!!<3
it's actually been two years on and off sort of, but our one full year is this sunday
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[10 Nov 2005|09:08pm] |
tallahassee in january!! omg im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
does anyone by any chance know anyone who needs a roomate up in tally? i need to get an appartment and id rather room with someone i know( or someone that someone i know knows) than a complete stranger
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